Tuesday, July 5, 2016

To Alcohol or not to alcohol

     So My neighbor is trying to figure out if she is a alcoholic. As usual its around 11:40 at night. For some reason she really likes to go outside in the middle of the night. I mentioned before that we live in a predominate black neighborhood, that's crime ridden.

   well she's talking to Shelly and she asks " OK so i have something to ask. Frank thinks im a alcoholic because i drink wine every night. drinking wine every night doesn't constitute me as a alcoholic does it?" in my mind she wants to hear No. That she's not a alcoholic. I very badly wanted to yell and ask her, does she feel like she needs it? or does she do it because its fun and relaxing? If you feel you can't go to sleep without it or that you can't start cooking dinner without it or whatever task you can think that can make you think to yourself that you need to drink first in order to do any task, then you maybe addicted.

    But of course im in the darkness of my stoop while she tells the neighborhood about her problems and she doesn't see me and she doesn't need to.

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